Aloah just a way to say goodbye and hello

I love you.
I look into your eyes and see the distance between us in your beautiful brown eyes.
I tell you "I love you."
And you say, "I love you too."
I ask you, "Do you want to spend the rest the rest of life with me."
You reply, "Yes you're the perfect guy for me, but I have feeling for a few other too."
I say without hesitation, "who cares I'm your boyfriend and those guys aren't its normal to feel this right?"

I wait, hoping for that day to never come.
The day when I have to say it.
F%@# you, you stupid B#$%@.
Goodbye.
Good riddance.
Sayonara.
Adios.
Aloha.

But still I know it's going to happen.
Our love is falling apart.
Like that bike I used to ride but now has rusted away.
Like my favorite show as a kid, it's stupid and childish and doesn't entertain me anymore.
Like my favorite toy, I lost it.
Like a balloon, letting go and watching it fly away.

Falling for someone is the easiest thing someone can do.
Laying there on the pavement, with the one you fell for who also fell for you.
Getting up is the hardest thing to do.
Walking away for the situation because you don't want to get hurt hurts even more.
Saying I love you is easy.
While meaning it is hard.
Saying hello is easy.
Saying goodbye is hard and hurt oh so much.
So I don't really know if I can say goodbye.
So I'll just say this………….Aloha.